Thursday, January 04, 2007

So, yeah, I Suck at the Willpower Thing

Last night when I got home from work, I looked in the fridge to make a lemonade, and I only had one lemon, which I didn't think would get me through the night. Couple that with two very clingy children and a headache that didn't seem to be going away anytime soon, and yeah, I caved. There are no excuses really. I wanted a salad and some soup, so I made it. I know it was only my second day, but I just wanted some food. I figure though, at least it wasn't the quarter pounder with cheese, large fries and large coke I really wanted. ha

Last night, I drank my tea, and this morning I did the saltwater flush, and I'm back to fasting. I'm not starting over, just considering this a bump. I'm still not sure how far I'm going. I don't want to feel like a failure, but then again, who am I trying to impress?


Chelle said...

I think you should just do what makes you feel good. Of course, I also suck at the willpower thing so, um, might not want to listen to me.

femmesquara said...

you can also use lime juice, if youre totally sick of lemon. i feel the same way. im not squeezing my own lemons, BTW. im lazy. i bought Lakwood brand organic, no preservatives lemon juice. it comes in a glass bottle. it absolutely, positively MUST be refridgerated. they make a lime juice too. my friend did the whole fast on this and it was fine.
i hope the chocolate didnt mess you up too badly, digestion-wise. im FREEZING myself! i wonder if im type O as well.
im having a REALLY hard time with the laxitive tea. i getthe WORST cramps for about an hour after i drink it, and then am up 3 or 4 times in the night. any ideas?